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tangentdarkoI know that what I'm experiencing would be called a "daylight hallucination," but I can't help but think there might be some truth to it, you know? Like maybe it's stuff the Admiral wants us to see.. That's, if I'm not the only one. Otherwise, maybe it's just me. Maybe the Admiral wants me to do something..
I haven't seen Frank for awhile, but I made a new friend. [A beat.] Imaginary.
[There's a short silence, then he starts laughing a little.]
Elizabeth would tell me to take my god damn pills, but she's a bitch, so you can't really listen to most of what she says. [Another pause, then more serious.] But there are other things that have to be taken into account here. You can't just take the entire spectrum of human perception and lump it into the categories of right and wrong. This isn't a fucking Lifeline Exercise. I mean, maybe what I'm seeing is actually there and it's trying to help me.
Fuck, I don't know. I just don't want to worry about getting caught.
[ooc; Donnie's effected by the paranoia and has gained a new imaginary friend. He also is a borderline schizophrenic who hasn't been taking his medication.]
I haven't seen Frank for awhile, but I made a new friend. [A beat.] Imaginary.
[There's a short silence, then he starts laughing a little.]
Elizabeth would tell me to take my god damn pills, but she's a bitch, so you can't really listen to most of what she says. [Another pause, then more serious.] But there are other things that have to be taken into account here. You can't just take the entire spectrum of human perception and lump it into the categories of right and wrong. This isn't a fucking Lifeline Exercise. I mean, maybe what I'm seeing is actually there and it's trying to help me.
Fuck, I don't know. I just don't want to worry about getting caught.
[ooc; Donnie's effected by the paranoia and has gained a new imaginary friend. He also is a borderline schizophrenic who hasn't been taking his medication.]
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Date: 2010-07-31 09:23 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2010-07-31 09:38 pm (UTC)Call it hubris, if you'd like, but I'm not sure what more a responsible person can do.
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Date: 2010-07-31 09:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-31 09:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-31 09:50 pm (UTC)You're saying the floods are wrong, whether they have a good result or not?
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Date: 2010-07-31 09:55 pm (UTC)I'll tell you a little bit about my world. I think we are from around the same year, but a different timeline. The Cold War was heightened to an extreme, and nuclear annihilation was coming certain and soon.
I don't believe a heaven or a god can justify the nullification of the thousands, millions, billions of people who have struggled, and suffered, and sacrificed, and lived. It seems like blasphemy against life itself, and I can't condone that.
That is what I meant, and that's why I feel I can judge God with my flawed human reasoning.
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Date: 2010-07-31 10:00 pm (UTC)Private.
Date: 2010-07-31 10:06 pm (UTC)Private.
Date: 2010-07-31 10:14 pm (UTC)Private.
Date: 2010-07-31 10:23 pm (UTC)Private.
Date: 2010-07-31 10:37 pm (UTC)Private.
Date: 2010-07-31 10:37 pm (UTC)Private.
Date: 2010-07-31 10:46 pm (UTC)Maybe you should ask if you can go then.
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Date: 2010-07-31 10:49 pm (UTC)I'm not so naive as to think they would listen to me.
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Date: 2010-07-31 10:57 pm (UTC)Private.
Date: 2010-08-01 12:48 am (UTC)However, I do plan to have a discussion with my warden.
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Date: 2010-08-01 04:33 am (UTC)About what?
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Date: 2010-08-01 06:43 pm (UTC)Private.
Date: 2010-08-02 12:09 am (UTC)