tangentdarko: (what you say)
I don't get it. Why should I feel bad when an inmate here dies or leaves? We're all dead anyway and most of them come back. We don't have meaningful lives and it's not like we were good people. I mean, I'm sorry, don't get me wrong.. I like some of the inmates here, but half of them are lost in ignorance.. and ignorance is bliss, so I guess I would be happy if I were them too. But why should I care if they leave? I guess I just don't see the point in crying over a dead inmate when they probably didn't even fear dying anyway.

[Private to Tommy]
I don't want to keep taking my pills.
tangentdarko: (f: bunny suit || frank)
[Donnie stares at the camera for awhile in silence, then he finally speaks in an eerie and ghost-like manner.]

I think the Admiral wanted Frank, not me. This is the second time I've been a rabbit. I mean, I know they were different kinds and Frank's not really a rabbit, but it seems like too much of a coincidence to just be a coincidence. Maybe he thought I was the time traveler because I traveled once and so he brought me here to help me, like my future self. Or maybe it's just these floods that everyone keeps talking about. I guess there's a pattern of people turning into people they knew, so maybe I'm supposed to reflect on who I was or something but really? I think it's fucking stupid. The Admiral doesn't know anything about it and it's just.. such a fucking asshole thing to do to mess with our lives when he doesn't even really know who I am or what I did. I guess there's files on all of us and everything, but.. ccht. I don't know about you, but I don't really see that as counting toward understanding. I wish the Admiral would take my file and shove it up his ass, really. Then maybe I wouldn't be wandering around as a rabbit, then seeing everyone I know dying, and then looking like Frank..

[He reaches up and removes the mask of the suit, revealing a bleeding right eye.]

I don't know what I'm supposed to see.
tangentdarko: (something isnt right i can feel it again)
[Backdated to end of port.]

Well. I don't know what the fuck that was, but I'd be okay with never doing it again, you know? I guess it was kind of fun toward the end there, though, when we got the weapons. It was definitely better than shooting cans off a rock. I'm really glad we survived too. I never really thought we wouldn't, but I heard some of you didn't, so maybe it was a bigger possibility than I considered.. Whatever.

Hey Paddy? What's for dinner tonight?

[ooc; OPEN SPAM for Team Jake contained in first comment.]
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