.09. [VOICE] i return

[tangentdarko]

I gotta admit, I didn't really think I'd be coming back here. I think I got trapped in some kind of time loop, because I went back there just to come back here again and I.. I experienced the same thing over again there anyway. Who cares if I die again if I'm going to come back here to be redeemed? Again. [...] You can't just.. take a person away for a month and expect them to come back all eager to change. I didn't wan-- [...]

Okay. I'd rather be here than just.. gone. It's like chapter seven said.. "The Manipulated Living will do anything to save themselves from Oblivion." Grandma Death was right. I don't want to fall into Oblivion. I'd rather be here.

[Long pause.]

Are Paddy, John, and Warren still here?


[Fail!Private to Tommy, meaning public:]
Hey, Tommy.. Are you still my warden? I know it's been a month, but I didn't really have a choice to leave and I don't want to come back and start all over again unless you moved on and you want me to start over..

Comments

[some-kinda-hero.livejournal.com]

I don't know. The opposite of lying.

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

You're not making any sense.

[some-kinda-hero.livejournal.com]

Exactly.

Don't read the others posts.

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

Why?

[some-kinda-hero.livejournal.com]

[Groans.] Why can't you figure this out?

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

[Much later.]

You can't answer how you want to.

[some-kinda-hero.livejournal.com]

[Finally.]

Yes.

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

So you shouldn't answer.

[some-kinda-hero.livejournal.com]

Right.

[She waves and disconnects. She does her best to look sorry, because this shit is lame.]