.09. [VOICE] i return

[tangentdarko]

I gotta admit, I didn't really think I'd be coming back here. I think I got trapped in some kind of time loop, because I went back there just to come back here again and I.. I experienced the same thing over again there anyway. Who cares if I die again if I'm going to come back here to be redeemed? Again. [...] You can't just.. take a person away for a month and expect them to come back all eager to change. I didn't wan-- [...]

Okay. I'd rather be here than just.. gone. It's like chapter seven said.. "The Manipulated Living will do anything to save themselves from Oblivion." Grandma Death was right. I don't want to fall into Oblivion. I'd rather be here.

[Long pause.]

Are Paddy, John, and Warren still here?


[Fail!Private to Tommy, meaning public:]
Hey, Tommy.. Are you still my warden? I know it's been a month, but I didn't really have a choice to leave and I don't want to come back and start all over again unless you moved on and you want me to start over..

Comments

[warrenwhite.livejournal.com]

I know. I'm beginning to think that I have some awesome survival skills.

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's your super power.

[warrenwhite.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'd say so. The Admiral might have given them to me.

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

That's really cool.

[warrenwhite.livejournal.com]

Yeah, you never know when he might give you some secret powers.

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

That would be pretty cool.

[warrenwhite.livejournal.com]

What do you reckon he'd give you?

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Time travel. [A laugh.]

[warrenwhite.livejournal.com]

That'd be a good one. [Thinking pause.] You wouldn't even have to be on the barge if you didn't want to be there.

[tangentdarko.livejournal.com]

Maybe I can ask him for that for Christmas.